Wednesday, October 12, 2011

The Pony Express is on the move!

WARNING: May be boring at times. Just writing what comes to me. It is my blog, after all.
I left my house at 3:30 and said goodbye to my animals. Nuzzled Jack one last time and we we were off to pick up Raf in Savage and then to the airport. We arrived on time and my mom park her truck where she wasn’t supposed to and helped us into the baggage check in. We quickly said goodbye and she ran to the truck to find some police officers looking on the from of the truck for a hook-up to tow it away.  They were in a good mood that day, however, and let her go without a problem.
We went through security and soon after that I discovered that Raf is quite the shopper. He especially likes those classy perfume stores that reek ten miles away. You know, the ones you’d never catch me dead in.
After that silly shopping, we went food hunting. Raf got asian and I found out how unvegetarian-friendly airports were. So I got a measly cup of fruit and we boarded the plane. We had great seats with no one in front of us. The captain informed us that the flight was running early and soon after that we took off for our 7.5 hour trip across the ocean. Raf’s video-thinger didn’t work so we switched seats since I just wanted to read. It was my lucky day in terms of airplane food as it was nasty pasta with not-so-green salad. We went up to the Southern tip of Greenland and then came back down. The screens in front of us showed some random facts about our flight and I remember looking at the temperature when we reached Greenland and thinking that I had gone insane. It read, I kid you not, -70 degrees F.
I fell asleep sometime after Greenland but woke up an hour later, groggy. There was about two hours left of the flight and it went by somewhat quickly.
The Amsterdam airport was colorful and trying really hard to be hip. Most of the ads were in English, to my surprise. Raf, having gone 8 or so hours without a smoke, quickly retreated into a smoking room, which were scattered throughout the airport. Never had I seen such a culture where smoking was so important. The rooms were heavily fogged from the nicotine. Although I had been previously warned of these rooms existence's, I was still surprised. And for whatever reason, I had suspected that the people would be a lot different than in Minneapolis. Wrong. I saw that they were just regular old people who had lived different lives in a different culture. They were too human. This made me feel better.
Raf, of course, wanted to do more shopping in classy makup/perfume stores. I looked like such a hag after such a long flight, sitting and worrying about what was to happen next. My face was pale and my skin was dry and my clothes weren’t appropriate. Blahblahblah.
The securtity at this airport was a whole lot easier. I started to strip my clothes off and the woman who was assisting people glanced at my passport and quickly understood what I was doing. She told me that I didn’t need to take my belt, shoes, or anything metal off like I did at the Minneapolis airport. I went into the contraption that scanned me and I was out in no time.
We got onto a bus that took us back on another plane, but this time it was only a thirty minute flight. Since this plane was much smaller, this pilot took the liberty of making sharp turns, going up and down and up and down, and making me feel like I was gonna puke.
We got out of the Dusseldorf airport as soon as we could and waited for the cab that took us to Raf’s super deluxe car. It did all sorts of fancy cool stuff but I don’t really remember what it was cuz I was too busy gawking at my new scenery, which, to my disappointment, wasn’t much different than Minnesota at all.
We arrived at the barn I am to work at for six months. It is truly a very impressive place. It’s all brick with lots of nice arenas and the people are kind. My apartment is huge with a living room, two tv’s with satellite, a bathroom, a bedroom, a kitchen, and stairs so steep and slippery that I’m afraid I’m going to break my neck on them. The horses were, of course, gorgeous. Tall and athletic and effortlessly floated. 
I also watched Reinhart coach some 7-12 year old girls on their obedient ponies in German. Then I wondered around like a fool until the other working student, Katrin, took me to the grocery store.
Marion’s mom came with and she speaks zero english. This made shopping difficult. Katrin told me that I could get anything I wanted, no limits, and I chose some things while Marion’s mother chatted at me about how I should have gotten “this” or “that” instead while Katrin babbled back to her in German as I awkwardly stood there and looked like an American.
We went back to the barn and I found out that the internet in my apartment doesn’t work, which is why this update is so late. I had to go steal Katrin’s internet. She was super nice and said that if I ever feel homesick, need help, internet, or just simply need to talk to someone, she is always there. I felt somewhat relieved. She will be a huge help.
Tomorrow is my first day of work. I have to get up at 5:30 so I’m ready by 7:00. Then my day ends at 7:00pm. Looooooooong day. So far I have mixed feelings about this place, so we’ll see. I am terribly homesick and lonely at times, but it will pass.
OPULENCE. I has it. ;)

Monday, October 10, 2011

I leave for the airport in 1.5 hours.

I have to keep reminding myself to breathe. No, it's not for myself. I know I'll be fine and have a great time . But the fact that I will be away from the people I love is what makes me cry. It's what the pit in my stomach is fretting about. I want somebody to actually jump into my suitcase so I won't feel quite so lonely.

Okay, maybe it is a little selfish. But comn', can you blame me?

I said goodbye to everyone last night and each time someone left, we exchanged a sob or two.
Six months isn't that long, but right now it feels like an eternity.
I will for sure put this blog to use now.
I love you all and miss you already. <3
Bye for now.

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

All you need is horses.

6 days left. I couldn't be any more excited. :)
I already miss you all but I'm ready to go have the time of my life. I'm going to try my hardest to be the best horsewoman I can be and there's nothing stopping me. I will make sure to update this blog a lot more than I have been (even though I'm not so great at it). And thanks to modern technology, I can talk to you guys free through Skype. Feel free to chat me up! My username is ginger.coleman3.
I hope (and know) that this journey will gain me a huge leg-up in my career with horses. I can't wait to see where life leads me.

Friday, September 2, 2011

38 days left in the US.

I bought my plane ticket a couple days ago, so now it's official. It's real.

Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my best friend Noelle, who is going off to college at Steven's Point. I'm excited for her, but of course I will miss her dearly. We've been friends for 12 years. It's amazing to think that it's been that long. As they say, time flies when you're having fun, and I certainly have lots of great fun with her. Good thing she's coming to visit me in Germany!

Good luck to everyone heading on their way to the next path in life.
38 days left in the US.

Yesterday I had to say goodbye to my best friend Noelle, who is going off to college at Steven's Point. I'm excited for her, but of course I will miss her dearly. We've been friends for 12 years. It's amazing to think that it's been that long. As they say, time flies when you're having fun, and I certainly have lots of great fun with her. Good thing she's coming to visit me in Germany!

Good luck to everyone heading on their way to the next path in life.

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

So...
I found a place (for real this time) where I will go to be a working student in Germany. It looks like a nice place with nice people. Their website is www.cavallis.com
I will be working six days a week doing everything besides mucking stalls, all day, in exchange for lessons. I'm going to be living in the apartment above the barn.

I am super excited, of course, but now that it is actually starting to seem real to me, I cannot help but feel scared, sad, and homesick. I just want to pack up all of my friends and family with me. You guys mean so much to me that it's been hard to think about leaving everybody behind. I know in all reality that I really won't be gone that long but right now it feels like it will be eons. I also worry that something bad will happen when I'm gone. Hopefully I'm wrong. Luckily, the people I'm working for said that I could leave whenever I want.

I know it seems silly to even think about quitting halfway through with something this big just to be back home. But I've only ever been out of the country once. For a week. And I don't think, as a matter of fact, that I've been away from home for more than a week. So you see, this really is a stressful thing for me to think about. I'm just throwing myself into it, but I guess it's for the best.

Two months left at home.
Here goes nothing.


P.S. I forgot to mention: my riding instructor doesn't speak english... :O Ahhhhhhhhhh!

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Yikes.

Emotions are running high 'round here.
Although I am done with high school forever, the stress hasn't stopped. I still have my PSEO class to finish up, horses to train, a show season to make sense of, things to do, places to see, etc., etc..
All of this made my stress override my calm, contained self and I had a meltdown. Yikes. But I'm back. I'm fine. Everything will fall into place.

Another thing that has had me bothered lately has to do with animal slaughter. The other day, I found a video that the Gentle Barn posted on YouTube. They rescued four calves whom were victims of the dairy industry. Had the Gentle Barn not saved them, they would be in a package or digested through the human digestive system, labeled "veal". After watching this video with my mom, we made an effort to become vegans. We hadn't realized until now how much the dairy industry kills animals. After being a vegetarian all my life (18 years), I always thought how much good I was doing by not eating animals. It was good, but it was certainly not enough. There are so many reasons that outweigh consuming animal products that it is worth taking that extra step. It feels selfish not to. I have become much more aware of what I eat, drink, and buy. And it's completely and totally worth it.
I encourage you, if you are a meat consumer, to try to be go vegetarian for a day. Then a week. Keep going when you find out that it isn't as hard and you might have thought, because after a while, it isn't hard at all. Or you could refrain from eating meat once a week. You could save hundreds of lives. The only way to stop something is to stop doing what you don't like.
I know I sound like a crazy PETA whacko, but I wouldn't do it if it were something I feel so strongly about. Think about the animals who were born to die.
Have empathy.

No news on my Germany trip, by the way. It kinda got postponed until I'm all done with my PSEO.
Well...
bye.

P.S. Think.